Monday, July 28, 2008
Time Passes Fast
I Am Under Authority
Monday, July 21, 2008
It's Been a While

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Monday, June 30, 2008
Happy Birthdays, etc.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Something Interesting...


random rambler comes alive...
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Warrior is a Child
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears
They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child
Unafraid because His arrow is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing
I never face retreat, oh no
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
The Best Trip of My Life
Sunday, April 20, 2008
World Class Church
Friday, April 11, 2008
HoGC 2.0
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Inspired by the End
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Mac is Great



Sunday, February 3, 2008
Homesick
Being in Manila this weekend I knew I would miss Heart of God Church; I knew I'd miss Pastors; I knew I would sorely, sorely miss the strong presence of God brought down by hungry hearts desiring to touch God.
In a state of nostalgia and home-sickness, one begins to pine for even the smaller details.
For one, my ears were itching without hearing "Yes" and "Amen" or the loud shouts of enthused worshipers praising God. I also couldn't help but miss our men and women in black smile-y-ly greeting everyone "Welcome to Heart of God Church! This way please" not to mention the Ops Teams scurrying around before service to ensure everything is just right and gathering just before doors open to pray (very loudly) and commit the service to God. I missed our Worship Team not for its musical excellence but for their ability to bring the people into the presence of God. I missed the powerful (yet relevant) word preached from the pulpit every week.
How privileged we are to worship in an atmosphere of faith and love every week. I miss my home.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Chinese New Year
So.... if I've never gotten Ang Pao during Chinese New Year do I have to give them in the future? Haha
We're entering the Year of the Rat... after reading Garrett's blog it hits me that the we the '84 babies are turning the full 12-year cycle... Daniel Tay, Weihao, Peck Lian own up to your age...! =)
Seriously, it's kinda funny to turn 24... when you're 13, 18 seems ages away and mid-20s are like ancient dinosaurs... when you turn 18 you're glad not yet in your 20s... but the truth is each age and season has its beauty and its lessons learnt... so, this means I need to (and will) embrace 2008 with whatever it brings.
Ecclesiastes says there is a time for everything... a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace...
If I made my own saying I'd probably say a time to eat and a time to fast, a time to work and a time to sleep, a time to take the MRT and a time to cab... haha
Time to grow up.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
LOVE
1 Corinthians 13
Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal.
And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing.
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. LOVE NEVER FAILS.
But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away. When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
Loving at a God level in 2008.
...Except for Elmo
I guess the only one who's not having a great 2008 is Elmo... haha...
Hmm... I wonder what he'll look like at the end of 2008... haha
A Great Year to Come!
But before we get there, i just need to say that 2007 passed so quickly and yet, on the contrary, it seems like so many things have happened such that everything has just turned up-side down in a few short months. Seems almost unbelievable that last year at this time I was still sitting at a beachwood desk in Novena Square selling moisturizers haha. As some good friends in the admin office would say it seems like we have worked together and known each other for 6 years not 6 months. =)
And yet, 2008 is gonna be better!
I can feel the difference already... The Beginnings of Leadership.
Luke 2:52
"And Jesus increased in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men."
This is a year where we will lay the foundations for a church of 3,000 by 2010.
This is a year where new leaders will begin to rise up and take their place as a generation that is competent and successful, pure and holy, radical, passionate, loving people with selfless faith captivated by a vision to build the church and the vision, their vision, together with pastors.
This is a year where we will increase in stature and favour with God and men.
The prayer of my heart as these things come to pass is an increase in wisdom and love and faith for myself and for the church. As we stand on the shoulders of what was built in 2007, no one's gonna stop this year from being great!
Friday, December 21, 2007
Breakthrough!
Santa Claus is coming to town with some elves!
41st Day is back in full power storming the gates of hell!
But most importantly breakthrough is here!
Sunday, November 25, 2007
The Big Rocks
After stopping to thing for a while, I am remind me of a short story I once heard--something that has helped me over the past years during busy times like this.
One day a wise teacher was speaking to a group of his students. He pulled out a one-gallon, wide-mouthed mason jar and set it on a table in front of him. Then he produced about a dozen fist-sized rocks and carefully placedthem, one at a time, into the jar. When the jar was filled to the top and no more rocks would fit inside, heasked, "Is this jar full?"
Everyone in the class said, "Yes.""Really?" he asked. "Let's see." He reached under the table and pulled out a bucket of gravel. Then he dumped some gravel in and shook the jar, causing pieces of gravel to work themselves down into the spaces between the big rocks. Looking carefully from face to face, he smiled benevolently and asked again, "Is the jar full?"
His class was catching on quickly. "Probably not," one of them answered."Very good!" he replied. He then reached under the table and brought out a bucket of sand. He started dumping the sand in and it went into all the spaces left between the rocks and the gravel.When he was finished he onceagain asked, "Is this jar full?""No!" the class shouted. "Excellent!" he replied. Then he grabbed a pitcher of water and poured it in until the jar was filled to the brim.
Once again looking intently into the eyes of each student, he asked, "What is the point of this illustration?" One eager beaver raised his hand and said, "The point is, no matter how full your schedule is, if you try really hard, you can always fit some morethings into it!" "Aha, that's very good!" the teacher replied, "But let us look a bit deeper. This illustration also teaches us a higher truth: If you don't putthe big rocks in first, you will never get them in at all!"
This week, I'm excited to have all my big rocks in place--a very long time with God during rest day, some EV/integration outings, preparation for VBS and some other things. It's going to be a great week ahead. =)
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Upsize 700! Breakthrough 1000!
In faith we wrote down in the order of service last week that we would announce this weekend that we would breakthrough 700 in the youth attendance... God is truly a God who can do exceedingly, abundantly, above all that we ask or think...
Last weekend we not only Upsized 700 with an attendance of... wait... drumroll.... 747(!!!) but the whole church broke past 900 with an attendance of 950!!! Woohoo! Not only are we celebrating a milestone victory but 1,000 is so near--I can almost taste it!
The thing is, it's not about the number and yet it is--facts and figures can be done by many people... but every number is one life closer to God--a seed sown, a heart touched, a life changed. I do this because my life has never been the same since I met Jesus. It's been one exciting journey and what's even better is the present will pale in comparison to the future. Most importantly, we are not just focused on getting converts here, we are talking about disciples--people who are growing in their walk with God, people who will give up and sacrifice for God, people who will live their lives surrendered to and radical for God.
Just a little bit more, we will soar through 1,000. Pastor shared recently that many years ago, in 2004, when we were still maybe around 200-300 youths (?) and still in Henderson, he marked down in one of his sermons that the church would breakthrough 1,000 in 2007... Wow... =) What an exciting time to be in--I am glad to be here to see that prophetic word come to pass! =)
On to a church of 3,000 strong!
Monday, November 5, 2007
A Close Encounter
It all started when my very talented and artistic but not very financially-aware sister wanted to deposit a check into someone's bank account. She didn't know that a check could be deposited at any bank branch and thought that she had to go all the way to the branch where the person opened the account; so, she borrowed the family driver and my dad had to drive.
My parents headed to Ayala Mall where my mom got off to buy some groceries. For some reason, she did not feel like going to the grocery because there was too little on her list (you must understand that my mom likes to grocery shop for fun and does so every other day, so this in itself is very unusual).
My mom went to the mall area thinking that she would shop for some shoes instead but she again decided against it--another very unusual thing. She then called my dad who was driving around the area and told him to hurry up and pick her up. My sister then called to say that she was done with her banking and would drop the driver off at the mall area. The driver came followed by my dad.
Both my parents were looking for a toilet, but the only one that was nearby was in this small restaurant called Luk Yuen. My mom, being the ultra-hygienic person that she is didn't want to go so only my dad went in for a quick trip to the john. The guard on duty told the driver that he couldn't park there, but he bargained to say that it was only for a short while. Sure enough, after a few minutes my dad came and my parents left the vicinity.
Just a few seconds after the car turned the corner (which was surprisingly free of cars that day) a loud explosion sounded from the area where they had come from and a tower of smoke billowed in the air above the mall. My parents would later learn that the explosion had come from just beside the restaurant where the car was parked just a few seconds before. The car that was just behind ours was completely destroyed. The parking space where the driver would have parked the car if my sister did not use him that day was destroyed as was the bridge that led to the shopping mall. At least 7 people died that day, many more were injured; but my family was safe.
My mom says she felt a prompting in her heart to quickly leave that place that day. It was definitely the Holy Spirit.
How can people say there is no God?
Friday, October 26, 2007
Pushing Against the Rock
There was a man who was asleep one night when suddenly his room filled with light and the Savior appeared. The Lord told the man He had a work for him to do and showed him a large rock. The Lord explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might.
This the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sundown, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.
Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, Satan decided to enter the picture placing thoughts into the man's mind--"You have been pushing against that rock for a long time and it hasn't budged. Why kill yourself over this? You are never going to move it?"--thus, giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure.
These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man even more. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "I'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum of effort and that will be good enough."
That he planned to do until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord. "Lord" he said, "I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock a half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?"
To this the Lord responded compassionately, "My friend, when long ago I asked you to serve me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength, which you have done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it.Your task was to push. And now you come to me, your strength spent, thinking that you have failed but is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven't moved the rock.
BUT YOUR CALLING WAS TO BE OBEDIENT, TO PUSH AND TO EXERCISE YOUR FAITH AND TRUST IN MY WISDOM, this you have done. I, my friend, I will now move the rock."
I like the story because it rings true... so often I am looking for tangible results as a result of the amount of effort I put in... almost like physics--for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. But it doesn't work that way I've found. We can't move the rock... we weren't asked to in the first place.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Zone G!!
A fully-packed multi-purpose room. A great challenge to be a people competent and capable in the world yet not of the world -- being the generation willing to give the best years of their lives to God just as Pastors did.
If God can create Heart of God Church from 2 people who gave God their all can you imagine what God can do with a whole bunch of us?!
John 12:24 "unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain."
Monday, October 15, 2007
Never Too Late
Additional Musings: Pastor How shared about our position in God and Smith Wigglesworth definitely knew that. One night Satan himself came to Wigglesworth's room as he was sleeping. He awoke to the noise in his bedroom but upon seeing that it was Satan, he said "Oh, it's just you" and went back to sleep.

